Every day is worse than the one before - I keep repeating that because at the moment it's the truth. I've put a new post on the blog and am trying to update this site but sometimes it's hard to do anything other than stare at the walls. Tomorrow it will be 6 weeks and I feel like we're all still living in a daze. Get up in the morning and plan your day - and when you're trying to force yourself to go to sleep later that night just hope you achieved anything off your list. I miss you so much Carol - so very much - my life, my love, I am yours forever and love you with all of my heart always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx